Trying to get a hold of myself..

Lately, I can feel that my study mood is getting farther away from me.. Before this, I enjoyed doing my review or homework but now, I only do them for the sake of scoring a test or to receive points for passing it up. And I'm officially addicted to the internet! Hu..

Well, I tried to be as far away as I can from my laptop on Sunday but I only manage to stay away from it for only 6 hours.. It was a good start though.. and by staying away from it, I managed to complete my essay due on Friday, one short report about a movie (My neighbor Totoro) and a drama (At Home Dad) (both written in Japanese) due on Wednesday, reading comprehension due today (Monday) and I read a few news articles in Yomiuri Shimbun (by reading it, I learnt 9 kanji compounds)..

After 6 hours, I felt like I want to turn on just for 10minutes to tweet or to check my mail box but end up surfing for nearly an hoyr.. I will try harder to control and get a hold of myself after this.. Sometimes, by recalling the reason why I'm in Japan can help me a little now and then but I need a real thing/reason (which I don't know what it is) to put me back on the right track.. Hmm..